if the words could only bring me smiles
and kisses that are lacking
as visitation draws to a close
your hands are cold as the keys that i used
to hold to rip open the flesh
that bleeds to the ending of time
time stands still in the waiting room
with caffeine free pepsi in my hands
she'll come to me?

visit me
in this hell hole that i call home
and we can hold a hand
in another hand
when you can cry with tears so real
for the crazy love you can hold
i never seen a demon as sweet as she
placing me in their care
with blood stained t-shirts on my back
look for me
when i can no longer feel the numbness of my lungs
the numbness

the others have lovers so foul
the stench is reeking from the avenues
families fill up the halls with gifts and the like
it's the horror of finding out
that you can't go home
that sends them away in the tears
phones are ringing off the hook
gotta get the safety hooks placed on
the phone lines are covered in the body parts
we never speak
can you spare me this agony??

visit me
in this hell hole that i call home
and we can hold a hand
in another hand
when you can cry with tears so real
for the crazy love you can hold
i never seen a demon as sweet as she
placing me in their care
with blood stained t-shirts on my back
look for me
when i can no longer feel the numbness of my lungs
the numbness

visit me
in this hell hole that i call home
and we can hold a hand
in another hand
when you can cry with tears so real
for the crazy love you can hold
i never seen a demon as sweet as she
placing me in their care
with blood stained t-shirts on my back
look for me
when i can no longer feel the numbness of my lungs
the numbness

this hell
has a name
i can't even think about all the problems that lie
deep within all the dreams
we dream
it's like we all are robots
living in sync with the others
and it can give us all the lack of love
the lack of pain
pigmentation starts to fade

visit me
in this hell hole that i call home
and we can hold a hand
in another hand
when you can cry with tears so real
for the crazy love you can hold
i never seen a demon as sweet as she
placing me in their care
with blood stained t-shirts on my back
look for me
when i can no longer feel the numbness of my lungs
the numbness